The first day of the rest of my life

I don't feel this way because i feel for myself.. i feel this because i feel for you.. i was once that age too, so i can imagine the confusion and the craziness that's bugging you right now.. i never meant for that if that's what you think. I never meant to make you feel uneasy. I never meant for this to happen to me as well.. but it did.

I always thought i'd see you as just a little sister and me as your big brother. I didn't expect to see that i'll be able to look at it in a different perspective. We'll I was able to and did told you in the hopes of you, seeing it the same way. too bad it was just a one way thing.. I risked everything, the friendship we had for my selfish reason of just getting everything straight for me.. and because of that, this happens..

My bad.. my bad.. sorry for telling you.. should have kept it in instead.. and not have it blow over everything. You promised that it wouldn't be weird.. but it is.. and i don't blame you.. that's why i'm sorry..

Still the Same G'thang