So what's really been happening with Mon?

Honestly, I'm so fucking sick and tired of people approaching me and saying:

"dude, you cool? i heard something happened!"
"are you ok, take it easy and just give it time"

like they really know what going on.. or hearing this and this is by far my personal favorite (imagine this line being said to you with someone pointing a finger in your face):

"dude, i know what you did.. and frankly i'm not mad, i'm just dissapointed.. i can't believe you're able to write something like that.."

Seriously, YOUR FUCKING DISSAPOINTED? do you even know what's happening?! I mean, do you even have just the slightest clue on what's really going on? or are you giving me this shit because you've just heard her part and not mine? and you're assuming that i made her feel bad for something i wrote that came straight from the aorta? c'mon dude.. easy lang..

ok for whatever it's worth, i still feel like shit, for writing what i felt and i feel like a dick because i made you feel like someone actually likes you as much as i do that it went to a point where i had to write all my frustrations down in my first blog and of course you had read it diba?! tsss... sige na nga!!

Anyway, it's been what? a good 2 and a half weeks? and i still don't know what i'm sorry for.. call me stupid but, wait.. no cancel that, call me an asshole but l;ike what i said.. "i'm not sorry for what i wrote"..

Anyway.. tomorrows agenda.. Dance lessons...